battles of mind and heart
when the mind and the heart doesn’t sing to the same tune, the whole situation of a dilemma arises inside me. i’m beginning to question my inner self, compared to what is portrayed to the world, and even to myself on the whole. do i see myself as what others look upon me as, or otherwise..? if this entire thing is a facade, i’m merely letting my true self slowly fade away and...
The HP Macbook Pro.. Totally love it if i could... →
my oh my!
I’m starting to lose hope in myself, I just do not know how to bring it across to release the knot in my heart. in rather that I forgo this total opportunity, my take would be to remain in whatever situation that I’m in now. I’m no adventurous hero in such instances, neither am I willing to let myself fail or just lose it wholesome. not in any mood to see for myself what lies...
seems like working days and off days enter and exit my life so fast that my heart can’t correspond fast enough, whether to feel glad that off is coming or disappointed that work is coming as well. ive learnt to stay focal on the upcoming happenings, be it +ve or -ve meet ups with friends +ve mahjongs +ve hari raya -ve (cos tight manpower shit) F1 -ve (workload is crazy) firewalking -ve...
Get your credits right
Pisses me off when people start to work and craft their way of handling stuffs in accordance of how credits will ultimately bestow them. While the main purpose was to improve work efficiency and diligence, mind you it’s work..! Screw off, want to earn recognition and credits go somewhere else!